Where do U hide ?
How do you feel ? I'm still a bit distracted and confused. I'm trying to breath, think and act but it just doesn't work. I need a personal quiet space to hide. What is the answer? meditation? Swimming? sleeping? taking a shower? hot bath? traveling to somewhere new and exciting? Believe me, I thought about all of these options ... non of them seems to work for me.
Never mind
After 8 months ... at least I know where I'm standing, I have the damn answer now. Of course I'm disappointed, angry and a little bit sad but I'm sure it happened for a good reason. Now I can focus on my own field %100 and I'm not in the middle of nowhere anymore. I feel relieved.
I need a fresh start, so many things need to be changed. Fingers crossed.
iMac iloveU
I finally converted from PC to Mac and let me tell you that I am completely happy with this conversion. Mac os X is far more civilized and smarter than windows XP. Getting used to it shouldn't be painful.
